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The normal return…

Posted on 1, Jul

After traveling the world more than once or twice, you would think that goodbyes would get easier…but they just don’t. The taste of the meal I had with my family before leaving for The World Race in January 2008 is still lingering on my tongue. The other day I read some messages I got right before leaving some people I met in Ireland in 2009. I can still remember the laughs I had in Romania later in 2009 with friends. Leaving for Thailand last November was harder, I remember the feeling of having my parents make the drive to see me off and come to my going away party. I can still taste the baked goods from that party (yeah, I like food!). Once again, in 2 days I am faced with goodbyes as I come back to America.

I had lunch today with a good friend of mine here in Thailand. Somewhere in the conversation I realized that this very event wouldn’t be able to take place in 3 days, and it once again made me sad. For 8 months, Thailand has been the closest thing to home that I’ve felt in years. The last time I spent 8 months in one place was in 2007. On Monday when I step off the plane onto American soil once again, I fear the moment that I open my mouth and accidentally (or intentionally) say “Sawatdii Khrap” instead of “Hello”…or when I want to eat at my friend Phon’s restaurant because he knows exactly how many chilies to put in my dish (and even more the look on his face when he proudly announces that he tricked me and put an extra one in to make me more Thai!). I won’t have the donut lady that laughs when she sees me and slips an extra donut to me for free…I won’t know what to do when eating at a roadside stand is not the normal thing to do.

Please don’t get me wrong…I am extremely excited to see my friends when I step off that plane, to see my family again, and to go to the lake and celebrate my parent’s anniversary. I’m excited to drive on the right side of the road, I’m excited for American food. I’m looking forward to so many things being back in America, but a part of me is stuck here in Thailand.

I’ll miss my church…and the great people that greet me as I walk up…and the patience they show me when I struggle to talk to them in Thai. I’ll miss my Thai classes as my Thai teacher has become a great friend, and consistently reminds me that I can speak Thai much better than I could French when I took French classes in high school (many people will remember that disaster!). I’ll miss walking to the 7-11 and greeting all my normal smiling faces along the way.

It all seems surreal…even if I know I’ll see them again, it just feels strange. All that to say that on Monday, July the 4th I’ll be back in America. I’m sure one of the first text messages from my sister will be a warm insult to welcome me back (once I get a phone number there anyway!)…and strangely I would feel out of place if that was not the case. I’m sure the familiar voice of my parents will sooth portions of the drive from Atlanta to their home in Ohio. I can almost feel the cool Michigan breeze that I will feel once I get to Higgins lake later next week. It will all be a great warm feeling in my heart, even if I am missing Thailand at the same time…

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Man Card Classes.

Posted on 18, Aug

I kinda like being the one that fixes other people’s things, but to be honest, I have a feeling that some men are missing out on something…

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C’mon and Dream a Little

Posted on 9, Mar

We need to dream more and we need to dream bigger.  Really, isn’t that what makes us tick in times of discouragement and discontentment?

I’ve been talking to some people lately that I’ve discovered have no real dreams in life.  It’s like they’ve lost their desire to be great in life.  I remember being a child, and thinking of how I was going to grow up and be someone great  What young boy didn’t have dreams of hitting the grand slam to win the World Series for their favorite baseball team, or who didn’t dream of being the firefighter who saved some old lady from a burning building in some heroic way?  I know I did…maybe I was just crazy, but I think most of us had dreams and aspirations in life that drove us to excel in our youth.   I remember sitting in the sandbox (or in my case a large tractor tire filled with sand) thinking of how I was going to dig the deepest hole to china…and some days I worked hard to get there…only to realize I dug a hole about 12″ deep at best…but still, I had a dream and a goal to get somewhere and accomplish something that day (yes, I thought I could get there in a day…mock me if you want!)

I find it interesting that as we ‘grow up’ we realize that not all of our dreams and aspirations in life come to pass.  This is a crucial time for us.  We make choices that we don’t even know we are making at the time.  We stop dreaming with God, and allow Satan to tell us things that aren’t true over us.  Instead of dreaming about being a world changer we start to do just enough to get by. God’s got more for our lives, but since we stop dreaming and realizing what we can accomplish in life, we start to see that it is safer and easier to settle in and do what is simply expected of us.

It becomes a dangerous intersection in life, the intersection of dreaming big and realizing our potential.  As kids we somewhat over estimate our life potential, as adults we underestimate it.  More and more “life” happens to us.  Hard times hit us, friends hurt us, finances drain us, cars break down, disappointment creeps in, on and on and on I could go, but the point is we begin to doubt ourselves rather than believe in ourselves.  As a 9 year old, I was fairly well convinced I could make millions playing in the big leagues, now I wonder if I can even run the bases without a nap somewhere between 1st and 2nd.  Ok, maybe that’s a little exaggeration, but you get the point…we stop believing in ourselves.

I truly believe that life circumstances force us to dream differently, but I still absolutely believe that we NEED to dream in life.  If we don’t dream about something, what are we living for?  What are we working towards?

I have many dreams…I want to see people set free.  I believe I have some key roles in setting people free.  I’m starting to accomplish this by working with The World Race, and I know it will be a launching pad to seeing people set free…We see this time and time again in training camps and in people’s lives being changed through their time on The World Race.  We see the participants set free from the garbage they’ve walked through in life.  We see it in the ministry we do working with people enslaved in the red-light districts of Thailand.  We see fruit from all of this ministry, and I’m glad to be right in the center of it all.

What are your dreams? Big or Small.

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What’s Up?

Posted on 29, Dec

What’s Up?

It’s actually a question I get a lot these days, a question that looms me with the need to get out and tell people what I’m doing these days.  Admittedly I’ve been out of touch with so many of you lately, and it’s on my list of things to do in 2010…to keep in touch with people more!

What am I up to these days?  My role with The World Race is to help mobilize a generation of young people through coordinating team logistics for those currently in the field.  It includes traveling internationally to establish contacts, planning travel routes, arranging ministries for teams to work with, arranging debriefs, and a plethora of other spur of the moment tasks!

Where am I?  I currently live in Port Huron, Michigan with several other staff members of the World Race….at least when I’m not traveling!  Photo of the house LAST winter…currently we don’t have much of any snow!

Why am I doing this?  I see the layers of impact that this ministry is having in the Kingdom, and am glad to dedicate my time to such a cause.  Not only is there a far-reaching impact on not only the people of the 64 countries that we’re currently involved with, but lives are changing in those involved as participants of the World Race.  Currently there are 152 young adults on the field, and in January another 109 will begin the journey of a lifetime.  Time and time again we see lives changed of those on The World Race…time and time again we see people with life-long breakthroughs in oppression and darkness in their own lives.  Then time and time again we see the impact this ministry is having overseas, life and freedom is breaking out in dark places…more to come in the future on both of those!

How is this possible?  Well, I can do this only through the help of people like you.  Staff members on The World Race raise support to cover all their living expenses, and I’m no exception.  Please pray about giving to my ministry in a monthly or one time gift.  You can do this through the link on the upper left hand corner of this page or by clicking here! If you have any questions, please feel free to contact me!

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